boys

when i awoke this morning to no baby in the crib and no husband in the bed, i hunted them down.  these boys were sleeping in the nursery on the futon this morning.  so sweet.  i had time to myself to get ready and chill.

i read something recently from wherever you go there you are by jon kabat-zinn.  it said, "look at each baby as a little Buddha or Zen master, your own private mindfulness teacher, parachuted into your life,whose presence and actions were guaranteed to push every button and challenge every belief and limit you had, giving you continual opportunities to see where you were attached to something and to let go of it".  

god, i really get that!  if everyone could experience this!  what a life i have now.  not sure what i did before adrian came into existence.